For
being a coward -
So
unlike you:
For
all this , and so much more
I'm
so sorry...
The
world outside seems
Uncertain, unfair, cruel,
And
the road I travel
Suddenly, not so smooth.
I
lurched forward
Looking for a new beginning -
A new
me -
It
never came.
I
tried to turn back;
I
searched my soul
For
an answer
But I
was lost.
I was
losing and falling...
Falling so fast-
Too
fast for the hands
That
tried to break my fall.
Maybe
it was my own making,
Maybe
it was fate;
I
know I refused
Those
- your helping hands.
I
know I'm not worth
The
pain and hurt I caused
I'm
sorry for all that.
But
I'm sorry most of all
Simply for being me.
